a DoZ3N BLaCK RoSES<3

by PR3TTy LiTTL3 LiaR
(SaN Di3Go, Ca!)

HOW DOES ONE BEGIN TO TELL THE TRUTH. I HAVE MADE MANY MISTAKES IN MY LIFE. AND NOW, IM LIVING A LIE. I FEEL SO GUILTY. I REALLY WISH IT WAS SO EASY TO TELL HIM WHAT I HAVE DONE, BUT I KNOW THAT IT WILL KILL HIM. HONESTLY IM NOT HAPPY WITH WHAT I HAVE DONE. I REALLY WISH I CAN TAKE IT ALL BACK. BUT I CANT. I HAVE BEEN LYING TO HIM FOR A LONG LONG TIME. AND I THINK ITS ABOUT TIME YOU FIND OUT THE TRUTH ABOUT THE REAL ME. SO HERE GOES OUR MARRIAGE. I HAVE MADE A DOZEN OF MISTAKES. AND WHEN I SAY A DOZEN I REALLY MEAN A DOZEN. I WISH I CAN TAKE BACK WHAT I DID. BUT ITS IMPOSSIBLE. ITS SAD TO SAY THAT WHEN I DID WHAT I DID, I DIDN’T CARE AND LOVE YOU AS MUCH AS I DO NOW. BUT NOW THAT WE ARE MARRIED AND HAPPY AS CAN BE, IT KILLS ME. KNOWING THAT AS SOON AS YOU READ THIS EVERYTHING IS GOING TO CHANGE AND THE ANSWERS TO ALL YOUR QUESTIONS ARE GONNA BE OUT IN THE AIR. BUT I REALLY WISH THERE WAS A BETTER WAY TO TELL YOU WHAT I HAVE DONE TO YOU. BY NOW IM SURE YOU KNOW WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT. AND TO ANSWER YOUR QUESTION, YES I CHEATED ON YOU. I F**KED UP BIG TIME. AND IM SORRY. I HOPE YOU FIND IT IN YOUR HEART ONE DAY TO FORGIVE ME, FOR WHAT I HAVE DONE TO YOU. I KNOW I HAVE PUT YOU THROUGH SOME SHIT, BUT THIS BEATS ALL OF IT. IM SORRY. BUT I JUST NEEDED YOU TO KNOW THE TRUTH, CAUSE ITS KILLING ME INSIDE, THAT YOU DON’T KNOW THE TRUTH. I LOVE YOU BABY!