I cheated... Biggest mistake I have made!

by Brandii
(Oklahoma)

I have been cheated on by boyfriends before. I remember when my ex boyfriend cheated on me. I was so hurt. I was mad. I was embarrassed. I felt like I was not good enough for him.

Overall I felt horrible. The thing that hurt the most was that he did not tell me, other people did.

I wanted so bad to hurt him like he hurt me, but I did not. I was too scared of losing him, so I told him I forgave him and stayed with him.

We broke up a while later. Almost a year ago I met a fantastic guy. The only problem is he seemed like an unfaithful guy.

We started dating after a while. He was always fearful that I would cheat on him, and I never understood why.

Well, one night I spent time with his best friend. It was foolish of me but I believed him when he told me my boyfriend had cheated.

Out of anger I cheated on my boyfriend with his friend. After I felt so horrible, definitely when my boyfriend asked if his friend ever hit on me.

I cried all night and all the next day. I knew I could not live with the guilt, so I told my boyfriend.

He told me he loved me and he was mad but he loved me and did not want to lose me. He also told me he never cheated on me and would never do anything to hurt me.

Every time I saw him after that I could tell he was hurt, I could see it in his eyes. He waited a long time to tell me how he really felt about it.

He told me he trusted me and loved me and I hurt him. He told me he thought I was different and would never do that to him.

Honestly, I never thought I could do that to anyone either. All I can do is tell him I am sorry.

I cannot change the past. I have lost him probably forever. That one night of cheating was not worth hurting and losing the best guy I have ever been with.

My advice is to not cheat because if you really care about your partner they will not be the only one hurt, you will be too.


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