I cheated
by Saschu
(Pakistan)
After 18 years of marriage i had an online affair with a guy much much younger than me. We have never met but we talk on phone and have had phone sex. At first he didnt know i was married but then he came to know and he was very angry but he is so much involved now that he wants to remain in contact. I am dying of guilt and want to stop all contact with him the thing is i am afraid he may harm me. He has never sAid so but still i am afraid. He is a real nice guy. I have a gud relationship eith my husband. I cant understand what was wrong with me and why i did it. I hate myself