I Hurt So Bad!

by TD
(Greenville, SC)

I am a mother of 4 beautiful children. I have been with my husband for 15 years, 11 of those years we have been married. Just recently I found out my husband has had this 2 year affair with another women. To make matters worse, we talked about and had our last child a year ago. The other women even kept my children when I was in the hospital. She came to visit. I considered her a close friend. This other women gave birth to a baby 5 months after I gave birth, and the little girl is my husbands. It is just unreal! How can I deal with this? I was pregnant, and had a baby this entire time. He doesn't want me to leave, but what the crap! I am hurt, and most importantly I am sad for my children.