The hurt of a good Wife

by broken herar
(tulsa, ok, tulsa)

I been married for 8 year and to someone I Though i knew and love me or so i though.

However we had problem like any couple but last year i got deploy overseas when i extended my reserve contract to help him out since he was getting out of the military.

I decide that since he wanted to move back home and was going to need support taking care of our 2 kids, he can move back home with his parent and i will help take care stuff and he user his unemployment and go to school.

However he decide not to wait and cheat on me with a high school friend. For a whole years, he claim it was just sex but i found out through text 7 month after i return. the he stop the relationship then.

I feel like you didnt think of me not even once and try to end this relationship, infact you didnt even think of the kids.

I feel he could have just ended out marriage instead of making me feel that i need to make a decision and that i am not giving him a change because he made a mistake.

A mistake is something you regret right after doing it not a whole year worth.I decide to wait on making a decision cuz his cousin die but I am thinking of letting him go.

The trust is gone completely due to the way i found out. he told hee he love her on text ,then said it didnt mean anything when he said it to her, and i feel like how about when you said to him.

I though about working out at first but now i feel like why.He said he didnt stop it because i was doing with him enough but when i came back i felt that he reject me and my need.plus that is no excuses.

The he said he was just mad cuz the house was not clean like he wanted but mind you i was the one working and he was home but he is like you made the mess you should clean it but i feel like that is a bunch of bull.

I honestly dont know what to do, cant tell wheather he really sorry because he is really hard to read, and this tearing me apart.